You have got such a great life .. you have your free will. Just try to put some discipline into it. When you put away your desires for something and someone .. universe falls in your favour. You will get what you wish for. Your dreams are not by chance . They have got a greater reason to take you where you are destined to . Just wake up early .. eat light healthy food .. don’t use too much heavy things ..that makes you lazy . Sleep on time. You say na childhood was good ..you know why because you stayed in routine… Especially you did not use too much mobile like this . And you slept on time and got early. I will help you wake up on time .just tell me when you sleep. I will be your mother.. your friend .I will help you walk any path you find hard to tread.