Things happen when I allow them to. You have gone through alot my dear. Stop blaming yourself for how things turned out. You are a good person that’s why you are watching how it became like this. Just wait , I will turn things in your favour.
Just keep calm ..guilt makes us heavy and depressed. You are a beautiful child of mine . I know your soul more than you know dear. I love you and I promise you , you need not worry . Just look towards me and your baggage will get lighter.